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Big Sean ~ Ya lil stupid ass bitch I ain't Fuckin With you ~ Movie Fist Fight ~ Alexa Nisenson
 
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Please Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy Big Sean - I Don't Fuck With You (Explicit) ft. E-40 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZaJYDPY-YQ Jump straight to 1:40 to see Ally go full beast mode From the Movie "Fist Fight" http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3401882/?ref_=nv_sr_2 The girl's name is Alexa Nisenson http://www.imdb.com/name/nm6835961/?ref_=tt_cl_t10 Alexa Nisenson Instagram https://www.instagram.com/alexanisenson/ The 1st song she is singing - Seasons of Love from the Musical Rent https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hj7LRuusFqo THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BigSean #IdontFuckWithYou #FistFight *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my daily struggles as a man with Bipolar Disorder. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health.
Views: 6104796 TriPolarTroy
Beautiful Girls (1996) "You been eatin retard sandwiches again"
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/troy.blackburn.9 Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ
Views: 6905 TriPolarTroy
Tracy Porter's Interception in Super Bowl XLIV (Jim Henderson's Call)
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoeless... This is a broadcast of the National Football League therefore it is property of NFL. I do not claim ownership of any kind nor do I profit from it in any way. Thanks to MMABREAKER for the video
Views: 112714 TriPolarTroy
She don't eat meat but she sure like da bone! Deadeye Dick ~ New Age Girl!
 
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"New Age Girl" by Deadeye Dick ~ Released June 6, 1994 Thanks to ZICAMAN for this video of a rare version of a really cool song THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 4124 TriPolarTroy
Dos Equis Tribute to The Most Interesting Man in the World ~ 10.27.2016
 
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Tribute to Jonathan Goldsmith "The most interesting man in the world".
Views: 1908 TriPolarTroy
Tuesday Morning Life Update...Porch Video ~ 5.15.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy Music Credits Halsey - Alone ft. Big Sean, Stefflon Don https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEkImgh--PE Eminem - The Monster (Explicit) ft. Rihanna https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EHkozMIXZ8w They Went Ghost - Polar Bear https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Hgk3mupoxE Marian Hill - Down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DpMfP6qUSBo THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 201 TriPolarTroy
Bipolar & Mental Illness is NOT Something You can "SIMPLY" Fight  Through ~ 8.5.2016
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/troy.blackburn.9 Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 525 TriPolarTroy
John Curtis @ St. James - 4th QTR. [1985]
 
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This is just the last couple of minutes of the John Curtis V.S. St. James playoff off game from the 1985 AAA Louisiana Playoffs. The onside kick at the end of the game attempted by St. James was recovered by #22 for the Patriots!!
Views: 1066 TriPolarTroy
Happy Manic Monday Y'all! ~ 8.27.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolarMania #RapidCycling #ManicEpisode #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 224 TriPolarTroy
I'm Blaming it on the Full Moon ~ 4.9.2017
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 129 TriPolarTroy
What's Poppin' My Homies? I'm Back Baby!
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolarMania #RapidCycling #ManicEpisode #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Outraged by Death of Cecil the Lion by Walter Palmer - Part 1 of 3
 
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Outrage Death of Cecil the Lion in Zimbawe & Trophy Hunting Animals are not Trophies! http://www.animalplanet.com/animals-are-not-trophies/?utm_source=twitter.com&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=AnimalPlanet Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy #AnimalsAreNotTrophies #CecilTheLion #AnimalRights #zimbabwe #CecilTheLion #Cecil #peta #justice #peace #JusticeForCecil #africa #soafrica #wildlife #protectwildlife #animalcruelty #walterpalmer #ripcecil #conservation #bantrophyhunting #RickyGervais #JimmyKimmel #OpFunKill Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com KIK: TriPolarTroy Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/TripolarTroy teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ All of my videos are recorded with a Canon T5i Digital Camera
Views: 1542 TriPolarTroy
Why in the Fuck Can't People Mind Their Own Business? 9.21.2015
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me if you have any questions I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/troy.blackburn.9 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ This video was recorded with a Canon T5i Digital Camera 18-55mm IS Kit Lens / 1920x1080 @30fps & Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone SanDisk Extreme Pro 64GB SD Card – 95MB/s
Views: 5481 TriPolarTroy
Survived Tropical Storm Gordon LOL~ 9.5.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolarMania #RapidCycling #ManicEpisode #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 154 TriPolarTroy
John Curtis Christian 34 Rummel 20 ~ Final  ~ 11.18.2016
 
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Louisiana High School Football PLayoffs John Curtis Christian 34 Rummel 20 ~ Final ~ 11.18.2016
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A Tribute to my Dear Friend Roger Champagne ~ 9.12.2018
 
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Roger Champagne Obituary and Services Information https://www.dignitymemorial.com/obituaries/metairie-la/roger-champagne-7984411 Roger Anthony Champagne passed away peacefully at his residence in Harahan on Friday, September 7, 2018. At 52 years old, he was dedicated to his Christian Faith, family, and career. Loving eldest son of Judith Quintini Champagne and Douglas Champagne Sr. Brother of Christine Champagne, Douglas Champagne Jr. (Jenn), Derek Champagne (Alexis), Andrea Robertson (Eddy), and Keith Champagne (Stacey). Roger will also be forever remembered by his numerous nieces, nephews, dear friends, and co-workers. A lifelong resident of Jefferson Parish, he graduated from John Curtis in 1984. He attended McNeese State on a full Baseball scholarship and received a degree in Fine Arts. Roger began his lifelong career with Laitram Corporation in 1994 and was currently serving as Chief Information Officer. He was revered by his co-workers for his mentorship and problem- solving qualities. Roger was an avid golfer and hunter, and spent the past few years engaging in the art of Kung Fu. He was an actively serving member on the board of directors at Kenner Discovery Health and Science Academy as well a devoted member of the Healing Hearts for Community Development. Roger will be greatly missed by all. In lieu of flowers, contributions in Memorial donations to Roger’s memory, may be made to Kenner Discovery Health and Science Academy, 2504 Maine Avenue Metairie, LA 70003. Relatives and friends of the family, as well as employees of Laitram Corporation, are invited to attend the Memorial Service at LEITZ-EAGAN Metairie, 4747 Veterans Memorial Boulevard, on Saturday morning, September 15, 2018 at 11:00. Visitation will begin at 9:00. An online guestbook is available at www.leitzeaganfuneralhome.com. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my videos are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00
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My Bipolar Mania - Medical Weed ~ 5/10/15
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy My Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy My Entire Bipolar Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1995 until a severe manic episode with psychosis ended my career and my 12 year marriage. I have several playlists dedicated to a variety of topics and while Bipolar Disorder is my primary focus. Animal cruelty and trophy hunting are the next two things are what I am most passionate about. I also do no-nonsense movie reviews. I have been supporting myself with a Federal Disability Pension and Military Service connected injury compensation pension since 2012. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me if you have any questions I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health.
Views: 3916 TriPolarTroy
My Tips for Beating Bipolar Mania  (1 of 2) 5.7.2015
 
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Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy\ All of my videos are recorded with a Canon T5i Digital Camera Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com KIK: TriPolarTroy Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/crispybacon1986 Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Okay y'all about 8:05pm CST here in the swamps and this video is all about sharing with y'all what I do to punch a manic episode in the fuckin teeth. Fight off Mania by using, nutrition, supplements, medication, positive energy, meditation, relaxation, good quality sleep, and removing the negative people and things from your world of Mental Health and healing. None of my techniques work if you can't admit that you are actually in a manic state and that you would do almost anything to get out of it and back to something closer to stable.
Views: 657 TriPolarTroy
Doug Heffernan Egg Roll Eating Contest ~ King of Queens S05E12
 
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King of Queens Season 5 Episode 12
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Accidentally Took 1 too Many Wellbutrin & Now I'm Manic ~ 1.11.2017
 
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Link to the playlist of music used in this video on Spotify https://open.spotify.com/user/21hsj5hupfoqe5amnu46te3gy/playlist/4dwyAnF6ioFM7RVSAxjO6F THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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You're Not Alone I Promise ~ 8.19.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolarMania #RapidCycling #ManicEpisode #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Just a Little Rant about your Opinion on Keto ~ 6.19.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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John Curtis V.S. Destrahan [1985]
 
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John Curtis 39 Destrahan 14 Louisiana AAA High School Football 1985
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STOP asking "Why ME?"  - Troy's Bipolar Mania World 6.7.2015
 
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I talk about why asking "Why Me?" is an enormous waste of time and energy.
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1st Morning Porch Vid of the Week....Hell yeah!
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Cipro got me feeling real shitty 6.12.2015 (Troy's Bipolar Manic World)
 
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Fuckin Cipro making me feel extremely depressed, anxious and a little psychotic....Fuuuuuuck man Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com KIK: TriPolarTroy Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/TripolarTroy Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ All of my videos are recorded with a Canon T5i Digital Camera
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Please Welcome Beignet to my Penguin Family ~ 6.6.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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My Bipolar Mania - (3 of 4) "Did you forget to take your Meds?" 5/7/15
 
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In this vid I address the question that every person trying to live with a Mental Illness HATES HATES HATES to be asked "Did you forget to take your Meds?" I have Bipolar Type 1 Disorder and I have reached a point where I can identify when I am sliding into a hypo-manic, manic, full blown mania but sadly if I spiral into psychosis I am usually not self aware enough to care or do anything about it. "There is a particular kind of pain, elation, loneliness, and terror involved in this kind of madness. When you’re high it’s tremendous. The ideas and feelings are fast and frequent like shooting stars, and you follow them until you find better and brighter ones. Shyness goes, the right words and gestures are suddenly there, the power to captivate others a felt certainty. There are interests found in uninteresting people. Sensuality is pervasive and the desire to seduce and be seduced irresistible. Feelings of ease, intensity, power, well-being, financial omnipotence, and euphoria pervade one’s marrow. But, somewhere, this changes. The fast ideas are far too fast, and there are far too many; overwhelming confusion replaces clarity. Memory goes. Humor and absorption on friends’ faces are replaced by fear and concern. Everything previously moving with the grain is now against—you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and enmeshed totally in the blackest caves of the mind. You never knew those caves were there. It will never end, for madness carves its own reality. It goes on and on, and finally there are only others’ recollections of your behavior—your bizarre, frenetic, aimless behaviors—for mania has at least some grace in partially obliterating memories. What then, after the medications, psychiatrist, despair, depression, and overdose? All those incredible feelings to sort through. Who is being too polite to say what? Who knows what? What did I do? Why? And most hauntingly, when will it happen again? Then, too, are the bitter reminders—medicine to take, resent, forget, take, resent, and forget, but always to take. Credit cards revoked, bounced checks to cover, explanations due at work, apologies to make, intermittent memories (what did I do?), friendships gone or drained, a ruined marriage. And always, when will it happen again? Which of my feelings are real? Which of the me’s is me? The wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy one? Or the shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed, and tired one? Probably a bit of both, hopefully much that is neither. Virginia Woolf, in her dives and climbs, said it all: “How far do our feelings take their colour from the dive underground? I mean, what is the reality of any feeling?” ~ An Unquiet Mind Obviously I am not a professional film maker .....I am posting this video to bring awareness to Mental Illness and more specifically Bipolar Mania which there seems to be a shortage of in general because it is very difficult for most people to recognize that they are in the middle of a manic episode and slow down enough to capture video.
Views: 564 TriPolarTroy
That Full Moon was Amazing & Life is Good ~ 1.31.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments The Black V-Neck T-Shirts I often wear Men's Apt. 9 Solid V-neck Tee https://www.kohls.com/product/prd-2245601/apt-9-solid-v-neck-tee-men.jsp?color=Black&prdPV=1 Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. *WARNING* Lots of Profanity My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Hypo-Manic, Mixed & Super Annoyed ~ 4.5.2017
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Happy Memorial Day Porch Video ~ 5.28.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Kramer "Are you Pregnant"  ~  1.10.2017
 
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Seinfeld Season 3 - Episode 22
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Severe Bipolar Mixed Episode or Mixed State ~June 22, 2015
 
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This is depression, mania, soul crushing anxiety, serious suicidal thoughts, worthlessness, the feeling of being a burden on every single person who knows me, deep sadness and regret. Is life really worth living, mixed episode where mania and depression are happening at the exact same time, auditory Hallucinations .....to name a few what does life really mean , why do I exist ....for what purpose do I even bother living, does anybody truly love me and actually care....would anybody actually be sad if I died or is me filming me in this state actually help a few people feel less alone? Does anybody else suffer from all of this as badly as I do? If you do can you please help me.....please before I do something I may regret that I can't undo? This is a Re-Post from June 22, 2015 of a Severe "Mixed Episode" #Bipolar #MixedEpisode A Bipolar mixed state, also known as a "mixed" or "mixed-manic" episode, is a condition during which features of mania and depression—such as agitation, anxiety, fatigue, guilt, impulsiveness, irritability, morbid or suicidal ideation, panic, paranoia, pressured speech and rage—occur simultaneously or in very short succession. In current psychiatric nomenclature, they are a defining feature of bipolar I disorder, a type of bipolar disorder wherein mania or, less commonly, mixed-mania alternate with euthymia and, in the vast majority of cases, depression. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com
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Quality Sleep for us Bipolar Folks is Everything ~ 5.11.2017
 
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Spotify playlist for all of the music used in this video https://open.spotify.com/user/21hsj5hupfoqe5amnu46te3gy/playlist/35Guaqmqg1zjK8kaAAE3CI Playlists for all of my videos can be found on Spotify Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/collection/playlists THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 175 TriPolarTroy
Why My Tattoos are Important To Me 6.20.2015 (Tattoo Tag)
 
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Why My Tattoos are Important To Me.... The "Energy" symbol is also a constant reminder of the importance of surrounding myself with people, places and events that emit positive energy and create distance from people or places that have nothing but Life Sucking Negative energy. Not that it's anybody's fuckin business but if you are wondering if my new ink has put me in the poor house, well I got lucky and was able to trade a Dell Latitude 10" tablet which was useless to me for ink time. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me if you have any questions I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/troy.blackburn.9 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ
Views: 387 TriPolarTroy
What I did in the Marines (MOS 7011)~ 4.5.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #7011 #MOS7011 #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments The Black V-Neck T-Shirts I often wear Men's Apt. 9 Solid V-neck Tee https://www.kohls.com/product/prd-2245601/apt-9-solid-v-neck-tee-men.jsp?color=Black&prdPV=1 Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. *WARNING* Lots of Profanity My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Good Morning my Homies ~ 7.2.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Tips & Advice for Bipolar Travel ~ 9.6.2016
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Trazodone FUCKED up my entire night ~ 5.25.2017
 
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Playlists for all of my videos can be found on Spotify Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/collection/playlists THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 5044 TriPolarTroy
Important Lamictal Warning....Swallow it FAST!~ 7.12.2017
 
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Playlists for all of my videos can be found on Spotify Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/collection/playlists THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 5667 TriPolarTroy
My Experience with Psychiatric Medication 7.4.2015 Bipolar Meds
 
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Just me talking about my experiences with psychiatric medication I'm not a fuckin Dr. so please don't take any of my advice without consulting with a professional which I clearly am not ....I'm just a dude with BP Type I talking about my shit. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoeless... Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list... PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Canon T5i AF TV Mode / 1080 x 720 60fps / 18-55 Kit Lens 58mm Yellow UV Filter with Pedal Lens Hood Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com KIK: TriPolarTroy Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/TripolarTroy teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ All of my videos are recorded with a Canon T5i Digital Camera
Views: 2162 TriPolarTroy
It's Snowing in Ponchatoula Louisiana my Homies!!! ~ 12.8.2017
 
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Link to Emilia's Channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6waD5aztc6OdLmwmHbvJhQ #LouisianaSnow #SnowingInLouisiana Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up" & Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments The Black V-Neck T-Shirts I often wear Men's Apt. 9 Solid V-neck Tee https://www.kohls.com/product/prd-2245601/apt-9-solid-v-neck-tee-men.jsp?color=Black&prdPV=1 Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity, attention or sympathy. My hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, be an advocate and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 38" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Price: $1,700 https://www.amazon.com/LG-38UC99-W-38-Inch-UltraWide-Bluetooth/dp/B01LW54S4U/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1507057776&sr=8-1&keywords=lg+38+inch+ultrawide+monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 6003 TriPolarTroy
In a Friday Funk  (Bipolar Depression)~ 3.10.2017
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 251 TriPolarTroy
Saints Super Bowl XLIV - Live Reaction to Tracy Porter's Interception
 
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My live reaction on Bourbon Street to Tracy Porter for the New Orleans Saints winning the Super Bowl with a Pick SIX!
Views: 3111 TriPolarTroy
Proof of Life Monday Morning Porch Vid ~ 7.16.2018
 
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Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolarMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Views: 164 TriPolarTroy
Say Hello to Heaven Chris Cornell ~ 5.22.2017
 
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Playlists for all of my videos can be found on Spotify Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/collection/playlists THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Ambien Sleep Walking All Night 12.12.2015
 
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Click Here To Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me if you have any questions I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability as it relates to me living with Bipolar Type 1 Disorder. If you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Doctor before trying anything new with regard to your mental health or medication. Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/troy.blackburn.9 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ This Video was recorded by the equipment listed below: Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon 18-135mm IS STM Lens http://www.amazon.com/Canon-18-135mm-3-5-5-6-Standard-Digital/dp/B002NEGTT2/ref=sr_1_11?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449895969&sr=1-11&keywords=canon+16-135mm Tiffen Circular Polarizing Lens Filter http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00004ZCFQ?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Canon EW-73B Pedal Lens Hood http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0002YE6FY?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o03_s00 Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone (DB=0 HPF/On) http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm SanDisk Extreme Pro 64GB SD Card – 95MB/s http://www.amazon.com/SanDisk-Extreme-SDSDXPA-064G-X46-Flash-Memory/dp/B007NDL54C/ref=sr_1_1?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896083&sr=1-1&keywords=sandisk+extreme+pro
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Dog Sitting Life Update ~ 4.17.2017
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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5 Porch Vids in 5 Days! Fuck Yeah! ~  6.1.2018
 
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Rockin Roberta https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrCFHJrwuQNLcvYbxgtF61g Roberta Rocks (Live Streaming Only) https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHpsK-FNtkoWE41m1a7hGXA Come on now don't be shy, leave a comment, give me a "Thumbs Up", Click below To Subscribe & Thanks so Much for watching! https://www.youtube.com/c/shoelesstroy THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic #BipolarDisorder Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels To Follow in 2018 https://blog.feedspot.com/bipolar_disorder_youtube_channels/ Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Email: survivaltroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TriPolarTroy/ Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ Hey y'all my name is Troy, I'm a 50 year old dude and I have Bipolar Type I with Rapid Cycling and most of my videos are focused on my my daily struggle with Mania. I talk about mindfulness, meditation, self awareness & being a self advocate. My Channel has been selected as a Top 20 Bipolar Disorder Youtubers CONGRATULATIONS to every youtuber that has made this Top Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels list! This is the most comprehensive list of best Bipolar Disorder Youtube Channels on the internet and I’m honoured to have you as part of this! I personally give you a high-five and want to thank you for your contribution to this world. Evidently there is a shortage of actual Mania footage, which is initially why I started my channel. My videos are 100% Authentic & unrehearsed. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep and medication. I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to be an active Advocate, inform, educate, raise awareness and fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder and all mental illnesses. Please feel free to reach out to me, I may not have an answer but I will respond. I'm not a Doctor, I'm just a dude trying to survive. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. with regard to any medication or therapy changes. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I shoot most of my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens The Production of my video are made with the equipment listed below Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Lost my Plantronics Bluetooth 5200 & it Ruined my World!!
 
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THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WATCHING!! Please, Please, Please don't hesitate to reach out to me with questions or comments I shoot my videos with a Canon 70D @ 1920x1080 RAW /30fps using a Canon 24-105mm f/4 Lens Hit that like button or Please Click Here To Subscribe! https://www.youtube.com/user/shoelesstroy Accepting donations to upgrade my film production equipment in order to produce the best quality videos for y'all to see PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/TriPolarTroy Email: TripolarTroy@gmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TroysManicWorld Twitter: https://twitter.com/TriPolarTroy Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tripolartroy/ Entire Bipolar Mania Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLgKCrS5-teFAmVayWKtRULicGrkzHIKaQ #Bipolar #Mania #BipolaMania #RapidCycling #MixedState #Authenticity #Authentic *WARNING* I Use Lots of Profanity Hey y'all my name is Troy and I have Bipolar Type I Disorder with Rapid Cycling and Mixed Episodes and most of my videos are focused on my Mania. When I was diagnosed isn't very important because I'm pretty sure I've had it my entire life. I was U.S. Marine from 1988-1991 and then worked as a Federal Officer for U.S. Customs from 1996 until a severe manic episode with psychosis in 2011 which ended my career and my 12 year marriage. Please feel free to leave me a comment or reach out to me through any of the social media links listed above. I may not have the answer but I will reply. Thank you so much for watching and listening to me ramble. :-) I'm not looking for pity or attention or sympathy, my hope is to inform, educate, raise awareness, fight the stigma associated with Bipolar Disorder. My videos are a mix of me giving advice on how to manage mania, depression, psychosis, rapid cycling & Mixed States through mindfulness, meditation, self-awareness, positive energy, the importance of quality sleep & being a self-advocate. Please understand that I am not a Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or anything resembling a member of any medical field. My videos are simply me explaining the methods, tips and strategies that I have used to help me reach some level of stability so if you try any of my suggestions you are doing so at your own risk. You should always speak with your Dr. about anything new you want to try with regard to improving your mental health. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The production of this video was made possible by me and the following Origin PC Millennium / 34" LG Ultra Wide Monitor Wondershare Filmora Video Editing Software Price: $49.99 http://store.wondershare.com/shop/buy/buy-video-editor.html Canon EOS 70D DSLR Camera Price: $899.00 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Digital-Camera-Body-Only/dp/B00DMS0GTC/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896135&sr=1-3&keywords=Canon+EOS+70D Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM Lens Price: $699.99 https://www.amazon.com/Canon-24-105mm-5DIII-70DII-Cameras/dp/6541654530/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1481865555&sr=8-3&keywords=Canon+EF+24-105mm+f%2F4+L+IS+USM+Lens Canon EF 50mm f/1.4 USM Prime Lens Price: $349.99 http://www.amazon.com/Canon-Standard-Medium-Telephoto-Cameras/dp/B00009XVCZ/ref=sr_1_3?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1453510347&sr=1-3&keywords=canon+50mm+1.4 Hoya 58mm Neutral Density NDX400, 9 Stop Multi-Coated Glass Filter http://www.amazon.com/Hoya-Neutral-Density-NDX400-Multi-Coated/dp/B001197322/ref=sr_1_7?srs=2529579011&ie=UTF8&qid=1456068595&sr=8-7&keywords=58mm Rode VideoMic Pro Microphone Price: $229.00 http://www.amazon.com/Rode-VMPR-VideoMic-Rycote-Shockmount/dp/B00YAZHRZM/ref=sr_1_2?s=electronics&ie=UTF8&qid=1449896026&sr=1-2&keywords=rode+videomic+pro Sunpak Ultra 7000TM Tri-Monopod Price: $99.99 http://www.amazon.com/Sunpak-Ultra-7000TM-Tri-Monopod-Black/dp/B0116LC08Q/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1449961236&sr=8-2&keywords=sunpak+ultra+7000tm Transcend 64 GB High Speed 10 UHS-3 SD Card Price: $25.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00J3KA814?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s00 Foto&Tech FTRC-6 IR Wireless Remote Control For Canon Price: $7.99 http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FP1BQ1Q?psc=1&redirect=true&ref_=oh_aui_detailpage_o04_s00 Neewer Dimmable 18" Diameter 75W Studio Ring Light Price: $139.99 http://www.amazon.com/Neewer-Camera-Photo-Dimmable-Fluorescent/dp/B00O1UCDKU/ref=sr_1_4?s=photo&ie=UTF8&qid=1451957872&sr=1-4&keywords=neewer+dimmable+18+diameter -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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